Fabdabulous

2012-01-26T23:00:00.005+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGG I WAS JUST ABOUT TO UPLOAD PICTURES OF MY LAST WEEK AND OMG ASDFGHJKL I LOOK SO FAT ASDFGHJKL MY THIGHS ASDFGHJKL MY ARMS ASDFGHJKL
IS THAT WHY EVERYONE'S LEAVING ME?
CAUSE I'M FAT?

HAHA OMG LOL HOW NOW.
"Give me 60 days" Learnt this from Michelle last night
GIVE ME 60 DAYS TOO PROMISE

Preview of my fats lai lai

BEFORE DIET @ -3 DAYS.
MEANING I START DIETING ON SUNDAY (29TH JAN)
#leggo

2012-01-26T21:43:00.003+08:00

Many a times I ignore my emotions and let them build up inside of me. So basicly, it's like I'm a ticking time bomb and I might just explode any time. It's crazy cause I let everything out at a go and when I vent my emotions it gets so out of context and people are like, "What?" Haha.
(How Ironic, I'm doing a research on how build up of stress can lead to Mental Dieseases and here I am having build up of all sorts of emotions)

Anyway that's not what I wanted to say.
I always forget that there are people always constantly around me, giving me that encouragement and love to get me going. And I am so thankful for all them.
Thanks guyzzz, I really appreciate it. I owe all of you a big one.
(you know who you are)

And it's going to get even more hectic in the upcoming weeks.
Please continue to be there for me and don't leave me ok :(
<3 <3

2012-01-26T00:45:00.005+08:00

Fuck this
Fuck you
Fuck everything
FUCK FUCK FUCK

Too much coming at me at one go
Extremely overwhelming
Fuck

2012-01-22T01:16:00.001+08:00

ANYWAY I'M JUST WONDERING AH

Why all you readers no say hi to me one, :(

2012-01-22T00:23:00.003+08:00

I was just about to see the light, but you decided to shut the doors on me.
What the hell? You think it's funny?
WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME. WHY.
I want to box your face. Ugh

Pictures from the week soooooooooooooooooooon
(This one I promise FOR REAL)

2012-01-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

Struggled with the subtitles 80% of the time, but it's really no that hard to understand right?

Eyes are now puffier than a puffer fish :'(
My gut feeling says you'll cry too.

ZHINZHA NINJAS

2012-01-16T21:56:00.005+08:00

US TRYING TO BE TP MODELS,
We should all audition for next years' open house huh?

My first few friends in Temasek Poly, not forgetting Krystal.
I really love them, too much for my tits to handle.
Can't wait for Dinner and Dance with them, ohmagaaaawd <3 <3

2012-01-11T22:17:00.006+08:00

CUTEST CREATURE

(Realised my blog is filled with my pictures, shall post something decent... SOON)

What a Battle

2012-01-10T02:00:00.004+08:00

For the past few nights, I've been struggling and battling with my notes and assignments.
Got my results back and I'm just like.... fuck.
Worked so hard for something but only getting so little.
It's not fair really. I put in twice the effort of someone else and can still get lower than that person? Where's the justice?

Am working so hard for something........... I don't want.
Can I really see myself prescribing drugs? Or manufacturing drugs?
Or doing test samples for 10 hours a day? Is that what I really want in the future?
No.
So what am I doing here?
Trying to please my parents cause it's something that they think is best for me?
Yes the demand is high, yes the money is good, BUT NO IT'S NOT WHAT I Desire(?).
Is it worth the struggle especially when there's no goal.

So what do I do now?

If you're an O'level graduate, think wisely about the choice you're gonna make.
Don't be like me, you might end up wasting another year like me (maybe)

--

Xx night, w/love
LEAH MIKEALA JOY AWZ

2012-01-07T00:12:00.006+08:00

My obsession with Hello Kitty has got to stop!

THE PHONE

THE COVER

THE PILLOW LOL

Hahahaha 3 of my many favourite Hello Kitty collection for now.

ANYWAY PLEASE IGNORE THE POST THAT'LL BE BELOW THIS.
I'M A GURL I AM VAIN OK hahahahahh

U MAY IGNORE

2012-01-07T00:03:00.005+08:00

Love how my face looks so small, how my arms look so tiny, how my hair looks perfectly volumised, how my face looks so flawless, how my cheekbones look so sharp (LOOK AT FIRST PHOTO MY GOD)
Poor quality cameras covers up all your flaws man, no need photoshop sia.
HAHA DON'T JUDGE ME LOL

2nd Day of School

2012-01-04T18:59:00.007+08:00

THIS IS ME AND MY DOG AND A GHOSTLY SHOT OF MY BRO

How's school been for ya'll?
I'm having the hardest time trying to get out of bed...
And my eye bags and dark circles are starting to show already, cannot ah.
Anyone broke their new year's resolutions yet?
HAHA I ALREADY BROKE ONE.

Last night a friend asked me to rate my life out of ten.
I gave him an 8.5 without giving any thought.
But now to think of it, I give myself a 10.
I'm so blessed, and am so thankful. Blessings after blessings.
Many a times we focus on the problems we face, or the negative thigns that happen to us,
that we don't notice the good things around us...............
And I feel liek every "problem" we go through is a blessing in disguise.
They help us grow stronger and they teach us lessons.
Ok I think I suck at prep talks so I shall stop. HAHAH

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S 2012 ALREADY
School's at 11 tomorow, (I end at 12 suck on that)
Which means I get to sleep in.......
BUT I'M GOING FOR BREAKFAST WITH SOPH AND GAIN WEIGHT.
Cool like that.
Sophia is the girl who's my DP and she picked a fight with me cause she didn't like it :(

2011-12-31T01:03:00.004+08:00

Last day of 2011, how are you gonna spend it?

Time really flies.
Like faster than the speed of me throwing the clock out of the window fast.
(Am I funny or what?)
So much happened during what felt like.......... not 365 days.

Obviously both good and the bad. But I think more bad than good?
Still thankful for all of them cause they made me so much stronger.
Made some friends, lost some friends. (Come on I'm still learning help me out here?)
Learnt alot, understood myself alot more especially my weaknesses which scares me.
GOT TO TAKE OFF MY BRACES SAY HI TO STRAIGHT TEETH.
SO MUCH LAH AIYO.
Fun-filled, love-filled, tear-filled EVERYTHING.

I'm sure most of us have made new year resolutions and every year I never get to accomplish them.
But for 2012 I realy promise promise promise really tryyyyy my hardest and bestest to change for the better.
Yea the past is the past and it's hard for many to forget and I'm truly sincerely sorry. I'm already 30ish% there.
So I publicly share one of my resolutions with all my readers which I'm VERY SHOCKED BY THE VIEW COUNT-THANKS ALL, please guide me ok?

On a side note:
I struggled alot with my faith this year, I was on and off.
But I think now I'm back on track and hopefully it'll stay like this till 2012, I mean it's a few more hours till then right?
K SERIOUSLY I'M DAMN FUNNY.

Happy New Year guys, may this newer year be a greattt slower year
if that's what you wish lol.
And I wish right............. that right......... LOL K NVM

Love,
Leah Mikeala Joy Aw Weizhen
(Can call me that this year?)

Thank God for drafts, can post this now cause Ill only be back next year.
Finally can get out of the house. Whoop!!!
-9:35pm 31stDecember2011 <3

2011-12-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

Haters gonna hate, Potatoes gonna potato

HOW

2011-12-30T00:24:00.001+08:00

I think I lost my smile.

2011-12-27T01:26:00.006+08:00

This week's gonna be real hectic.
With (hopefully) lots of fun but also lots of work.
Can't believe it's already the last week of 2011, how time flies.

Really wish for good things this week, ahahha gonna pray real hard for it.
(*cross fingers)

TEEHEE
(you can't tell how happy I am but yea I am)

2011-12-27T00:21:00.009+08:00

My body clock's all messed up.
I'm like 4eva tired now :(

-Post is halfway done come back soon there'll be pictures ^^

The past week has been great!
With meetups, with OTC, with christmas celebrations.
I would be lying if I told you that this year's christmas was great.
But I'm only saying that cause I'm materialistic. (Teehee)
Company was great, food was great.
Very thankful. Amen.

Camp was........... good.
I enjoyed it. It made me feel healthier. And like, toner.
I swear my thighs feel so solid and now I'm up for jogging. (Any takers? Text me!!! lol)
I kinda don't want to go in detail cause there's so much to type.
Mmmmmm all I can say is that I was in it for the fun but to learn also ok.
So like even though I didn't lead the group, I learnt alot.
(Eg how to make an iphone last for 2 days without charging hahahah)

Love my Empire, Feroz, a whole lot and though I didn't join ya'll for dinner on Friday.....
Know that I lurb you all alot okayzxc
Alrightz so I'm off to bed.
Shall talk about christmas another night.
Night xo

Sorry for being a bad blogger :(

2011-12-21T01:13:00.005+08:00

Finally met up with Nigel & Darryl today.
It's been what, 2 years since the 3 of us met!!
Was EXTREMELY boring watching Darryl shop.
I did not shop (I deserve an award please)
Was EXTREMELY hurt by the fat comments I got from Nigel.
(Nah I'm not that insecure)
Haha but was a good catch-up with the both of them, brings me back to the ol'good times man.
Ah, let's go down another time ya'llll.

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Camp's tomorow, I'm all packed WELL I HOPE.
I'm having my period (sad face), Not exactly looking forward to camp.
Gonna wear cute socks (DO NOT JUDGE ME), Hair is gonna be so cui without conditioner.
Will be so lazy to bathe BUT I WILL OK.
Agh i need my sleep, see ya on saturday!!!

Night xx

2011-12-19T23:23:00.001+08:00

Would you read my blog if there were no pictures?

I think not, therefore I'll blog when there are (pretty) pictures.

Sorry thanks for visiting today hehe, give you flying kiss.

*VIRTUAL HUG <3

2011-12-17T00:46:00.001+08:00

HI HOW R U?