What a Battle

For the past few nights, I've been struggling and battling with my notes and assignments.
Got my results back and I'm just like.... fuck.
Worked so hard for something but only getting so little.
It's not fair really. I put in twice the effort of someone else and can still get lower than that person? Where's the justice?

Am working so hard for something........... I don't want.
Can I really see myself prescribing drugs? Or manufacturing drugs?
Or doing test samples for 10 hours a day? Is that what I really want in the future?
No.
So what am I doing here?
Trying to please my parents cause it's something that they think is best for me?
Yes the demand is high, yes the money is good, BUT NO IT'S NOT WHAT I Desire(?).
Is it worth the struggle especially when there's no goal.

So what do I do now?

If you're an O'level graduate, think wisely about the choice you're gonna make.
Don't be like me, you might end up wasting another year like me (maybe)

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Xx night, w/love
LEAH MIKEALA JOY AWZ